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January 29, 2009


I am now struggling to understand the reason for my opportunistic behaviour that would show itself in less than a week’s time. I need time to find that reason, to manipulate the imagined situations, to try to find the flaws that may indicate that this is really just another forged enthusiasm. Finding that reason may […]

January 24, 2009


Maybe what we really need is company after all…


January 21, 2009


It has been a while since the last time i was absorbed in a speech. But it came this afternoon. Maybe it was becauseĀ  of the occasion, the founding father’s will becoming finally fulfilled. Maybe it was the atmosphere, with tens of thousands of people believing freedom gathered together. Maybe it was because of the […]


January 18, 2009


Pieces of chicken. Pita breads. A bowl of salad. And a cup of coffee. The dinner hit me on the head, for it rang the bell that keeps the memory and emotions hidden. The joy of cooking. Not that i haven’t done so for the past few weeks, as Tocil(with hosts Dzull and Hazim) graciously […]

Hear them…

January 5, 2009


al-Jazeera English: Hamoudi, Tal el Hawa Our situation is bleak. I wasn’t able to get in touch with my family for four days. I’m stuck in the middle of Gaza City and they were at home. Today I met them – fortunately they are still alive. But there is no food, no water, the power […]

January 3, 2009


The khatib was emotionally pegged to the topic he was delivering on that Friday noon. And it struck me, as it struck many of the jamaah; how distantly disconnected we are to the body of muslim. Tazkiyatun Nafs.. Langkah bermula.

January 1, 2009


Have u a helping hand at the very least..?