Still

Realization came to me this morning. One that i wasn’t aware of, though telltales of it did come to me almost a week ago. The burden which is now taken by others to help fulfill, in the name of togetherness for the sake of achieveing a greater good. But why do people think so lightly of the things of priority i wonder. Have history not shown how a man with such leadership skills falter with negligence? Have yesteryears not teach us how a craft wonderful be destroyed by its own maker? Confusion cloaks me at this point of reality.

Have i missed something to understand the cause of this great influx of camaraderie? Experience may have taught me something that others interpret as another lesson entirely. Experience gave me the chance to wield power that was hard to restrain. Experience have shaped the now me.

Yet, maybe this is the very point of the developing fellowship. The fault of one’s experience to be mended by the healing prowess of a thousand others. The support that one require lest he would lose his drive for bliss.

I need time to think. I need time to analyze. I need time to break down and eventually recover myself. In these lands whose people have something to give to those whose hearts are ready to believe, i stand still. Let friends do as they wish. Let them be their own ideas.

In time, something will come out..

In time, it will manifest itself..